Like bringing a knife to a gun fight

trainedinmurder @ 2007-08-11T12:33:00

2007-08-11T19:35:39Z

If we go down,
we go down together
best friends means,
well best friends means
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve

trainedinmurder @ 2007-08-05T15:35:00

2007-08-05T22:34:41Z

Whatever this becomes,
Whatever words I say, we are the fortunate ones,
And when the days are done I won't forget.
All I see in you and me,
is a light in the dark of humanity.
And when the days are done, I won't forget.

Timid steps, come walk with me, yeah.
And with your useless words, come talk to me.
There are broken hearts now on your stereo,
but the broken beats are just too slow.
You'll cry, it doesn't change a thing.

Kill the lights and let the rain fall.
Recall the memories of yesterdays and better ways
And know the innocence is gone, move on.
From this day on we'll never be the same.

The saddest songs make sense to me, yeah,
so with your sunken eyes come look for me.
2 hour drives are 2 hours alone
but 2 hour drives are better than home
You'll die, it doesn't change a thing.

You will
Kill the lights and let the rain fall.
Recall the memories of yesterdays and better ways
And know the innocence is gone, move on.
From this day on we'll never be the same.

Faster words and faster kids
Faster songs and faster ends
the one thing that's stayed the same.
I've lived through days
And I've lived through nights
I've had my loves
and I've had my fights.
You've got to know, you have my heart.

trainedinmurder @ 2007-08-04T10:13:00

2007-08-04T17:14:01Z

hitting up sea world today with tiffany, ben, and jenna, if you have year passes you should call us up and meet us down there.

-stephen

its been awhile.

2007-08-03T03:06:36Z

im back bitches!

-stephen

Well some things never change...
You'll never see this face again,
I'm out sleeping with the stars in the shallow end.
'Life' ('love') is just a word I don't want to say,
I don't care if tomorrow is a new day.
I'll write the song again,
How about the one who thought life wasn't his friend?
Why would he want the words to be shared?
When no one listens, and no one cares.
I'd skip this fucking song
if you don't want to know whats fucking wrong.
Did you hear my acceptance speech?:
I quit. I quit. i fucking quit.“
You don't want to know why i can't quite talk.
You don't want to know what makes my heart stop.

You wrote my requiem
with no words, no life, just desperation.
There's no truth like the lie I live
I'm a sinking ship drowning by a burning bridge.
There's no cure for the “Dreamer's Disease“
I'm a boat of false hope, lost at sea.
Today, tonight, tomorrow,
I am truly by myself.

you don't want to know why I can't quite talk.
you dont want to know what makes my heart stop.

You say those fucking words, but what the fuck do they mean? Nothing.
Life is just a word that I won't say.
Love is just a word that I'll never know.
Life is just a game that I wont play.
Love is just a lie that I wont believe.

trainedinmurder @ 2005-06-15T23:28:00

2005-06-16T06:41:08Z

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trainedinmurder @ 2005-05-05T16:43:00

2005-05-05T23:43:05Z

my birthday is tomorrow, and then ill probably never right in here again for awhile haha

trainedinmurder @ 2005-05-03T18:46:00

2005-05-04T01:46:14Z

3 more days untill my birthday. 6th

trainedinmurder @ 2005-05-02T15:28:00

2005-05-02T22:28:55Z

4 more days untill my birthday. 6th

this rules you have to do it...

2005-02-17T14:31:59Z

http://www.panlogic.net/yellowsnow/pee.swf

trainedinmurder @ 2005-02-08T20:47:00

2005-02-09T04:46:50Z

SAY DIXIE MAE

2005-02-02T20:57:15Z

SAY DIXIE MAE

2005-01-29T07:00:01Z

trainedinmurder @ 2004-12-21T19:38:00

2004-12-22T03:43:18Z

Dixie Mae

trainedinmurder @ 2004-11-16T13:32:00

2004-11-16T21:30:41Z

i think im done with live journal untill i really have something to say or i am incredibly bored.

trainedinmurder @ 2004-11-10T09:28:00

2004-11-10T17:27:01Z

Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever.

Hebrews 13:8

trainedinmurder @ 2004-11-06T12:28:00

2004-11-06T20:26:51Z

band has a myspace now. add it...
http://www.myspace.com/dixiemae

trainedinmurder @ 2004-11-05T13:42:00

2004-11-05T21:41:54Z

Nov 5, 2004 9:10 A.M Dixie Mae Rapoza (grandma) passed away. but its just the beginning

trainedinmurder @ 2004-11-03T22:35:00

2004-11-04T06:35:56Z

94 hours of regret for me to realize what i held
unfading beauty, not just a face
i held its innocence within my heart, now i won’t let go
the torment of your eyes has awakened my soul
the pain of a moment’s time will forever beg your forgiveness

94 hours

trainedinmurder @ 2004-11-02T22:12:00

2004-11-03T06:14:10Z

pray for me. my grandma is leaving me faster then i can imagine. i left her tonight and it looked as if it might be the last. hopefully shill be there for me tomorrow. im not affraid to lose her but im going to miss her so much. shes always been a huge part in my life. its hard to sit there with her and its not the medicine anymore thats making her tired, but its her body just shutting down. i hate to see her like this. i love you grandma

"I'll love you forever.
I'll like you for always.
As long as I'm living my baby you'll be"

godholdherinyourarms
stephen

trainedinmurder @ 2004-11-01T22:16:00

2004-11-02T06:15:19Z

you always amazed me
but thats the past
i kept silent and it rained for days
my inside were drenched
but i guess that's the part of growing up
i never wanted to learn
and i grew into the man
that you never knew
but i wouldn't be this way
if it wasn't for you
100 thank you's
it this is love
fairy tales never came true
judies are black in full bloom
and i died in the womb
take it back, all that's gone
it's all still there like you left it
december stayed the same
nothing ever changed but you
every dream civered in dents
love can't fly tonight
couples will rest, i'll be sleepless
so cry yourself to sleep
this is about broken hearts
this is about me
bending again for nothing
i'd run to you but pain awaits
i'm coming home
but i'll be late
no deeper than imagination can be
sight with nothing to see
what's faith if i can't believe
it's everything
a cure, but i make it a disease
God take me because i hate me

trainedinmurder @ 2004-10-29T18:04:00

2004-10-30T01:03:20Z

tonights going to be a good night. my hoodie came in

trainedinmurder @ 2004-10-25T21:28:00

2004-10-26T04:28:22Z

you want me, you know where i live

trainedinmurder @ 2004-10-24T01:09:00

2004-10-24T08:08:54Z

i just got home from work a little bit ago.

trainedinmurder @ 2004-10-20T21:57:00

2004-10-21T04:57:41Z

If your FOR KERRY you better be able to view this whole page

Maybe this will help you SEE scroll all the way down

8 weeks

trainedinmurder @ 2004-10-20T15:53:00

2004-10-20T22:52:57Z

the time is near
i wont shed a tear
i wont make you time anymore
because i wasnt worth yours